--- Hey guise, how have you been ?
So um. Actually, I don’t exactly know what to type down here. I don’t know what to say, or rather, I don’t know what I exactly want to say.
But nothing hurts when you’d try, right? So. Yeah. Excuse me due to the fact that my thoughts are stars I cannot fathom onto constellations. xD
College and life has been, well, pretty much good to me. (Except for my grades tho. Dammit. Haha) And yes, you’ve heard this from my posts last time (If you’ve ever read it or other ooc notes). But this time, I’ve felt a little better.
Namine, to me, was like the other side of me; shy, timid, kind of unsociable, and etc. (except the physical appearance. Whee). It was like, she is me in a different world, different dimension. The character she carries is the reflection of my personality. And this was the reason why I roleplayed Namine for so long, that I couldn’t even give a shot on roleplaying another character. Roleplaying Namine was like a shelter for my heart; it was where I’ve felt I’m apprecited being me, even just a little, for life was a little rude to me. I’ve never felt free of just being me.
But now, I’ve come to see the better side of my life. I’ve started to unmask the other side of me to people and built up a little confidence to face the world.
I may not be returning today, but maybe sometime soon. Or maybe never. Hey, don’t get me wrong; I love role playing. But I guess, it suddenly became a part of the past that didn’t last.
So, I’d like to thank you guys for the memories we’ve shared, for the experience, for everything. I know only a few of you would notice this, a few of you, or maybe no one does, care about this, but still, thank you. And it’s not like anyone’s gonna notice anyway. Haha
And to those who just followed me recently … Haha, sorry to dissapoint you though. ^___^;
You’re now free to unfollow and drop those hanging threads with me guys. And, I guess this is it.
Really, thank you guys.